Two years ago today my Dad passed away.
Feels like its been a decade. I woke up this morning crying.
I think my week had been adding up to a big ball of tears.
Ive been frustrated and all mixed up.
As I was crying the thought came to me…..what am I doing? My Dad wouldnt want me laying here crying my eyes out because he has passed on and went to heaven.
My Father would want me to rejoice and be glad that he is with Jesus. He has no more pain,hurt,stress of this world.
I am going to put my heart into not being sad but glad.
Im going to keep thinking positivly.
I miss him so much. I know he knows that.
You know how people say that their loved ones are here with them and sometimes they feel that they are here?
I dont. I wish that I could feel him in a room with me or sitting my me. I believe that when a person dies they either go to Heaven or hell. I dont think they come down or up from where they were to take a look at what everyone else is doing. In heaven we wont remember things on earth. So how is it that people can say he or she is here with you? I feel like people just say that to give others comfort in their time of sadness.
I feel as if our loved ones are in heaven praising God and hanging around talking with eachother. Sitting in a comfy chair a middle of a field in front of a pond watching a beautiful sunrise, drinking a cup of coffee and having to thing about all the calories the creamer has,
To me parts of Heaven would be a buffee of food, all you can eat. Everything would taste so amazing. My family would be their. We could all sit around talk and eat.
Being able to fish anywhere and not have to deal with bus that bite. You could catch anything as big as you could think.
We could swim underwater and not have to gasp for breath. Dive down to the bottom of the ocean bed. We think the ones here on earth are beautiful….just wait…
What is your heaven like? Who will you be reunited with there?
